damn computer! undergoing retardation? jack is barking like mad now and I can't be bothered not because i'm too cozy and comfortable in my room but because he was a real nuisance who caused all these. To start with, today wasn't even my day. Lady luck wasn't with me at all. School was as per normal and I met qing after the mundane 3 hours lecture. People sitting behind my row were gossiping about slapping the lecture, the lecture repeating everything on the notes, lengthening the notes,etc,etc.. And seriously i couldn't even bother eavesdropping if they weren't speaking as if there were loud loudhailers in their hands.No respect for the lecturer. No respect for school. Nuisance people. It was simply pure happiness to meet qing after school. Never did i mention to her, she's a superb listener. She listens, giggles at my stories. I felt a lot better sharing all the stories i had in store for her! haha :D We caught the 1pm show (where got ghost?) at lot one. We had to rush through our meal cause i talked through the tight time and she listened through it! :) unfinished ban mian left uncleared and we left for our show! that show was nice! recommended movie! thumbs up, i would say! happy meal at mac (hello kitty collection!) and off she went, home sweet home and me for dance. We will meet again in between our birthday! 27th! spastic qing says "we buy balloons on 27th?" My response was "yeah that's okay but I won't dare to hold it alone!" Dance was again special today, as my position was the first row and center! nevertheless, i couldn't deny that was the best position to learn, to see, to dance :) Called dad to pick me up, and we had to wait for my lil brother. My parents wanted to go for dinner. And I obliged. Dad reprimanded me because I was showing a "black face, ruining everybody's appetite, dampening their spirits, etc" when it wasn't even my fault. My lil brother was just too happy watching me get the scoldings and all but then, i couldn't even be bothered. Saying i couldn't be bothered is nothing but a lie. I had to admit i took all of my dad's words seriously. Every word. Tears flowed. My head was held low and i wiped off my tears without anyone noticing. My mum was busy paying attention to my lil brother. The story: My elder brother called my grandma using his phone (but my old number) (still my name on my grandma's phone) (not updated) to request for something. then, my lil brother who's with my grandma called my current number knowing the situation (he knew it was my elder brother who is looking for grandma, not me). My lil brother passed the phone to my grandma when he heard me and my grandma started shouting and all. I wasn't pissed off with my grandma's rantings but my lil brother insensitivity and gloating about me being shouted at for nothing. Today, I feel seriously neglected. I want to forget today.
Monday, August 17, 2009
Princess PAMELA
earthlings! (: My name is PAMELA WANG. 19 this year (born in 1990). Currently, pursuing a UOL business degree in SIM. Hoping to become a successful businesswoman in the future. Confessions: shopaholic/pinkaholic. Struggling hard to understand adults' way of living. Cravings for sweet addictive food, avoids bitter food. LOVE making new friends but HATES entering a new and unfamiliar environment. LOVES hellokitty. Not a typical dog lover but HATES cats. LOVES singing. someone who needs 8 hrs of sleep everyday. having the same dream like every other girl ( to meet a prince and live happily ever after ) BRING ME SMILES, I WANNA BE HAPPY(:
earthlings! (: My name is PAMELA WANG. 19 this year (born in 1990). Currently, pursuing a UOL business degree in SIM. Hoping to become a successful businesswoman in the future. Confessions: shopaholic/pinkaholic. Struggling hard to understand adults' way of living. Cravings for sweet addictive food, avoids bitter food. LOVE making new friends but HATES entering a new and unfamiliar environment. LOVES hellokitty. Not a typical dog lover but HATES cats. LOVES singing. someone who needs 8 hrs of sleep everyday. having the same dream like every other girl ( to meet a prince and live happily ever after ) BRING ME SMILES, I WANNA BE HAPPY(:
