i've got enough of crazy contacts adding me in msn! what kinda email address is all that? never seen before long alphabets and whole string of numbers! it's real sick. stop irritating me and please disappear from my life. maybe seeing me landing in this torture makes you happy, but i'm seriously living in hell. get away, please.
i cried. i cried. i admit, twice in a row. because of you. because of dad. you won't know, ever since i gotta know you, my life has been revolving around you, till now, it's still revolving around you. what am i supposed to do when you aren't beside? tell me? store our photos? build up a photo album? or just keep my mind occupied with happy memories of ours? what am i to do when there isn't anyone who listens? isn't anyone who's able to make me laugh and forget about what i'm worrying, what i'm brooding over temporarily? what should i do? tell me, step by step.
i'm tired. yet lessons ain't over. thr are people whom i can't avoid. people whom i have to face. and appear brave pretentiously. it really doesn't matter whether it's th front or back stage, cos all along i can't hide my true feelings, my true self.
baby reassured me. but you know those feelings are not surfacing, they are suppressed. i really don't know what will happen if i were to let out my emotions all at one go.
you know and i know. we both love each other deeply. but when i need you, where are you? i need to let it out, now, again, for th third time.
my head is suffering from excruciating pains. i can't, can't take it anymore. with only me willing to make th motor run, make th river flow, make th kite fly, make th day a happy one, isn't sufficient. i'm gasping for air, for help, for attention, for you.
if you don't know how important you are, i'll tell you, you're th immense pain in my head now. i need you badly
Monday, February 08, 2010
Princess PAMELA
earthlings! (: My name is PAMELA WANG. 19 this year (born in 1990). Currently, pursuing a UOL business degree in SIM. Hoping to become a successful businesswoman in the future. Confessions: shopaholic/pinkaholic. Struggling hard to understand adults' way of living. Cravings for sweet addictive food, avoids bitter food. LOVE making new friends but HATES entering a new and unfamiliar environment. LOVES hellokitty. Not a typical dog lover but HATES cats. LOVES singing. someone who needs 8 hrs of sleep everyday. having the same dream like every other girl ( to meet a prince and live happily ever after ) BRING ME SMILES, I WANNA BE HAPPY(:
earthlings! (: My name is PAMELA WANG. 19 this year (born in 1990). Currently, pursuing a UOL business degree in SIM. Hoping to become a successful businesswoman in the future. Confessions: shopaholic/pinkaholic. Struggling hard to understand adults' way of living. Cravings for sweet addictive food, avoids bitter food. LOVE making new friends but HATES entering a new and unfamiliar environment. LOVES hellokitty. Not a typical dog lover but HATES cats. LOVES singing. someone who needs 8 hrs of sleep everyday. having the same dream like every other girl ( to meet a prince and live happily ever after ) BRING ME SMILES, I WANNA BE HAPPY(:
