i'm at fault. i know i am. i know exam stress, and all that bullshit excuses, as long as they're from my mouth, it seems as though they're just words i'm trying to defend myself. since when did all these happen?
i really miss you. i really do.
but things just happen so unexpectedly and unpredictably. i'm tired and sick of all these. i guess you feel likewise.
is love selfish? or are human beings th selfish ones? it must be us. you find it so hard to accommodate to my needs. and i find it hard to be th one standing in your shoe. i know i'm just not th perfect girl out there. i know i don't even bother trying, i just don't wanna be th one tearing, don't wanna admit being a loser, don't wanna be th one being hurt. i just don't wanna be th one. yeah, and i'm selfish, for that i know.
th reassurance i needed, th counselling i needed, th comfort i needed, th attention i needed, th text messages i needed, th calls i needed, th hugs i needed, th care i needed, th love i needed.. they weren't here tonight
all i can hear, replaying in my head, was us, arguing over senseless issues. why must it be an issue of who gives in more?
th start of a relationship is always that beautiful, that's really why it kept us going, and now i dying to know how you feel.
earthlings! (: My name is PAMELA WANG. 19 this year (born in 1990). Currently, pursuing a UOL business degree in SIM. Hoping to become a successful businesswoman in the future. Confessions: shopaholic/pinkaholic. Struggling hard to understand adults' way of living. Cravings for sweet addictive food, avoids bitter food. LOVE making new friends but HATES entering a new and unfamiliar environment. LOVES hellokitty. Not a typical dog lover but HATES cats. LOVES singing. someone who needs 8 hrs of sleep everyday. having the same dream like every other girl ( to meet a prince and live happily ever after ) BRING ME SMILES, I WANNA BE HAPPY(:
earthlings! (: My name is PAMELA WANG. 19 this year (born in 1990). Currently, pursuing a UOL business degree in SIM. Hoping to become a successful businesswoman in the future. Confessions: shopaholic/pinkaholic. Struggling hard to understand adults' way of living. Cravings for sweet addictive food, avoids bitter food. LOVE making new friends but HATES entering a new and unfamiliar environment. LOVES hellokitty. Not a typical dog lover but HATES cats. LOVES singing. someone who needs 8 hrs of sleep everyday. having the same dream like every other girl ( to meet a prince and live happily ever after ) BRING ME SMILES, I WANNA BE HAPPY(:
