just live life the way i used to live it. i really can't pretend anymore. what has gotten into me? im no longer the old me. the pretentious me is starting to reveal itself.
sushi tei is getting more politics into its way. maybe not the real politics but the politics in my scope. in just a world of my own. alicia commented i have a model face that is suitable to appear on the magazine cover. i seriously laughed. how could a short+plump+pimples+blackheads+problematic pores face like mine be cut out to appear on the headlines? (; nevertheless, thanks alicia. (ure loved)
that crazy aunty- i guess you won't know im talking bout you. i remembered vividly your orders. (2 salmon sashimi, 6 chawanmushi, oshinko temaki, california temaki, salmon temaki, negitoro temaki.. just too lazy to type, you and your never ending orders) lala.. you pointed at the negitoro temaki right? just admit it, and you refuse to budge when i told you its not a set! they're individuals. after a while, i finally completed taking your orders. (; its such a relief when i repeated my orders despite your reluctance (; JUST LET ME HAVE MY WAY WON'T YOU? now, here comes th cute lil sheep, thanks for reminding me, and now i just feel you're such a hypocrite, poor lil thing. im just pissed off, let me be alright? i'll be fine after a while...
th elderly pair of lovers- took 3 orders? i guess i must be right cause i confirmed it with you! now you blurted out i missed an order? don't assume & conclude in sushi tei cause if you do, i'll be in deep trouble! in other words IN DEEP SHIT! now you complained bout th late delivery & serving of your kisu! i apologise, and its not my fault. CAUSED I KEYED IT IN! check your receipt thanks (;
i can be nice. i can have my nice temper going. however, that is if nothing happens consecutively. and its all BAD in a row! NICE TRY! MISS UNLUCKY
Studies is th determination one gives to him/herself. Its not th ability/capability. my tuition fees had been delayed. and right outside my house, is a super big ON SALE. Do you know what it feels like to be living in this type of house? ITS ON SALE!!! just like a GARAGE SALE FOR GOD'S SAKE. NOBODY UNDERSTANDS HOW I FEEL! i feel like crashing.
do you know what it feels like : 1) scroll down your contact list and find no one to accompany you when you're alone, sad, or just need someone 2) buy a drawing book or rather plan to buy a crossword puzzle book to entertain yourself?!?! 3) plug your earphones on and play sad songs, get emotional and just let your world come crashing down, JUST CRY 4) keep everything to yourself and cry in th niddle of th night when no one noticed? 5) when best friends get together, and i just can't bear to come in between 6) live in isolation
I HATE MYSELF I TRY TO LOVE BUT I CAN'T IM TRYING TO IMPROVE -look on th bright side of life -stay happy -don't let things get into your way -don't allow others to influence your emotions -pursue perfection
earthlings! (: My name is PAMELA WANG. 19 this year (born in 1990). Currently, pursuing a UOL business degree in SIM. Hoping to become a successful businesswoman in the future. Confessions: shopaholic/pinkaholic. Struggling hard to understand adults' way of living. Cravings for sweet addictive food, avoids bitter food. LOVE making new friends but HATES entering a new and unfamiliar environment. LOVES hellokitty. Not a typical dog lover but HATES cats. LOVES singing. someone who needs 8 hrs of sleep everyday. having the same dream like every other girl ( to meet a prince and live happily ever after ) BRING ME SMILES, I WANNA BE HAPPY(:
earthlings! (: My name is PAMELA WANG. 19 this year (born in 1990). Currently, pursuing a UOL business degree in SIM. Hoping to become a successful businesswoman in the future. Confessions: shopaholic/pinkaholic. Struggling hard to understand adults' way of living. Cravings for sweet addictive food, avoids bitter food. LOVE making new friends but HATES entering a new and unfamiliar environment. LOVES hellokitty. Not a typical dog lover but HATES cats. LOVES singing. someone who needs 8 hrs of sleep everyday. having the same dream like every other girl ( to meet a prince and live happily ever after ) BRING ME SMILES, I WANNA BE HAPPY(:
